Uh yeah Blade on my skin I push 'em all out, don't let none of 'em in I God damn lost count, don't know where I begin Keep pushing it in, 'till I'm at my end, yeah They can not find me I dug me the bunker to catch me a body Believe me, its over, I'm already rotting Don't mean to be cocky when all of y'all watching I'm done feeling so bad Finally free from the feelings past Finally me when they see that I pass Finally speed with my feet on the gas I knew it would end like this So did you, but you tried to forget Moved on from making marks on my wrist But the urges getting bigger the older I get I'm saying I don't wanna die like this You don't want me to go though I don't wanna die like this You don't want me to go though I don't wanna die like this You don't want me to go though I don't wanna die like this You don't want me to go though I don't wanna die like this You don't want me to go though I don't wanna die like this You don't want me to go though I don't wanna die like this You don't want me to go though I don't wanna die like this You don't want me to go though

Feeling like a waste of life Living off of borrowed time I know what she likes, when I feel low down and I chase her eyes Seeing all my wasted time Looking at a wasted life I know what she likes I'ma take a trip down just to make her whole night Been too lost in my own head They gon' have to make a coffin out my old bed Didn't see another option, so I hopped in Falling into all my problems, now I'm sunk in She ain't catch me when I fell So I ain't gonna catch her neither Hands on lock, said no farewell Said girl come hear me clearer Don't tell me that you still love me I'll fill you with the same lies Go cold every time you cut me No pain cut through your eyes I don't want you to go though You watch as I sink so low Feel lost? Tear through our photos You're not just why I came home You look like you got a vendetta Only this close cause I let ya We both got a scoring to settle Been wasting my time in my mind with a pencil Feeling like a waste of life Living off of borrowed time I know what she likes, when I feel low down and I chase her eyes Seeing all my wasted time Looking at a wasted life I know what she likes I'ma take a trip down just to make her whole night

Where did my passion go? Hold in, now kill me slow Pretend like I don't know I don't know, I don't know Just say I'm here to stay, My thoughts been in the way My thoughts been in the way of everything I try to make I tried to play the ruler with a heavy hand Now it's over and I think I got a change of plans Staying sobers only harder when I'm in the trance Laying lower hoping that I'll never have to meet demands Spending days in my room Counting cracks up on the ceiling and I'm thinking I'm soon And She says I'm acting different now I'm thinking it's true I don't even bring the writtens out, just step in the booth, uh Now every motion that I'm going through Got no emotion I been searching for to hold on to And I know I'm talking older news But lately all I find myself is burned out when I talk to you How'd it lead me this way? Where I wrestle everyday with a pen and a page Where I struggle to think on if I'm leaving a stage or is it really my fate and I'm just living astray, yeah Where did my passion go? Hold in, now kill me slow Pretend like I don't know I don't know, I don't know Just say I'm here to stay My thoughts been in the way My thoughts been in the way Of everything I try to make Got a beautiful girl but I been flirting with death All this shit I fought to gain for respect, but I guess It feels so hard to obtain, it's always easier said I'm always looking for change but now it comes around less, uh I guess I'm lost in the movement It just took me off in lucid, now I'm chasing illusions Been so focused on a deal forgot about the influence And how I wanted you to heal when you feel all of the music Somewhere along I guess I lost the path or strayed I was writing a song and it was much beyond a page Looking back on them high school days Jotting raps, seems to me the ink is starting to fade What makes me different than them? All the people who had tried now forgetting to pen All the people who had strived to create from the sin But they just let it all die, to never touch it again, come on

I need to prove myself I ain't never found my wealth Thinkin' I'ma lose myself Still I refuse your help I need to prove myself I ain't never found my wealth Thinkin' I'ma lose myself Thinkin' I'ma lose myself Always so sad when I'm reaching it out Feel you so bad but you're tearing me down All that I have? Nah you're all that I found And I beg you to stay as you're watching me drown Man, above all the girls and above all the games Nothing above you, the picture I paint Is nothin compared to what you have became Take all of my soul just to rinse it away The water was shallow, I'm falling in deep Should've got out when it reached to my knees Now it consume me, you're all that I see Why you just push me down deeper to sink? Its perplexing to me, I had a hope That we could go far with the notes that I wrote I'd sit in the car and I'd think of a flow And I'd throw it away before you even know And I wanna be close, the more that I push You walking away before I get a look Tighten the rope, you push me in deeper You pull 'til I choke and I cough up my liver I thought that you'd save me, you never delivered Act like you hate me, you never remember How often you would take me How alone I felt without you I can feel you start to break me But who am I to doubt you? How often you would save me How alone I felt without you I can feel you start to break me But who am I to doubt you? Who am I to doubt you? Who am I without you? Wake up

Whatcha gonna do now though? When the worlds gone and you slipping so low When you sitting in the dark cold All alone, whatcha gonna do now though? Now why'd you go and get lost? We been told you if you falling You ain't ever getting caught Who you working for now though? Gotta know, you cant do it by yourself, though So whatcha working for now though? When the worlds gone and you slipping so low When you sitting in the dark cold All alone, whatcha working for now though? Now why'd you go and get lost? We been told you if you falling You ain't ever getting caught Who you working for now though? Gotta know, you cant do it by yourself, though I find myself in a cycle, always picking myself apart You can't do it, they don't like you, just sitting inside my heart I can't muster up the courage or feeling To wanna leave my fucking room now, 'cause people ain't appealing I'm done with appearing, now everyone thinks That I'm a loner, guess I am, I sit alone in a haze And I'm always feeling tired, I been sleeping for days And I'm always feeling lonely but I've made it that way So theres no one to blame, I ain't found any therapist I can't figure out if I been going any fuckin' where with this I need a life-line but my pride wont let me reach Inside my mind, you better die, you better sink Give up the dream, howling at me "Cuz, you live inside a fantasy, wake up and smell the coffee beans" If its doubt, I'm trying not to listen But the more it speaks out, the more I'm getting the message, like Whatcha gonna do now though? When the worlds gone and you slipping so low When you sitting in the dark cold All alone, whatcha gonna do now though? Now why'd you go and get lost? We been told you if you falling You ain't ever getting caught Who you working for now though? Gotta know, you cant do it by yourself, though

Feel your heat on my skin Feel your heat on my skin Feel your heat on my skin Feel your heat on my skin Feel your heat on my skin Feel your heat on my skin Don't you worry 'bout me, oh no Can't blame you when you got to go Now I can't feel and I can't heal When I'm here all alone I just had a dream that I just ran into you somewhere I was speechless ain't believe that you was standing right there I hesitated, but when I walked to you we embraced and then I felt a way I haven't for ages, girl I been chasing Always tryna make it out, tryna find a different route But the road that I been taking always take me back around Try to fill the void with other girls, but they don't hear me out the way that you did, so I'm wishing I could just say sorry now All the times I got protective, every time I'm insecure Every time that you felt less than and I didn't have the words All the lines I wrote about you, know the song just made it worse When all along you kept me strong and I just dealt out all the hurt Felt abandoned when I moved, I swear that I could feel it too Felt like anything I'd do I'd have to put it all on you And you didn't deserve it, I could see you were hurting Now I wonder looking back if you feel it was worth it Haven't felt you in years, yet always feel you in here Think 'bout the night before I left when we was wiping our tears, hoping that we would be fine, guess it wasn't the time So Manda wish I could tell you that I missed hitting rewind And I still feel alone without ya I won't ever doubt ya But wonder where you want to go -Felt you in years, yet always feel you in here (Feel your heat on my skin) Think 'bout the night before I left when we was wiping our tears, (Feel your heat on my skin) hoping that we would be fine, but guess it wasn't the time (Feel your heat on my skin) Manda, wish I could tell you that I missed hitting rewind Haven't felt you in years, yet always feel you in here (Don't you worry 'bout me, oh no) Think 'bout the night before I left, we was wiping our tears, (Can't blame you when you got to go) hoping that we would be fine, but guess it wasn't the time (Now I cant feel and I cant heal) So Manda wish I could tell you that I missed hitting rewind (When I'm here all alone)

I don't want help I have no intention of saving myself I just keep itching to take what I've felt Start the suspension to heaven or hell Seeing them listen, my words always fell on to deaf ears, they don't know, I can tell Their only fear when the blood start to smear and how many of tears thats gonna put on they self Selfish But I really don't know that I'm anyone better She told me let her help My shoulder stay colder than wind in December Push 'em away I already know that its hard just to cope with the pain Leave no one to blame Breaking your trust, now we're never the same I'm done with the thinking, forget what you said My hand started shaking while grabbing the edge I know I can take it, I been too complacent Been carving and shaving 'til I'm out of breath You knew I was next And all of us knew that we had to be right It could've been you with nobody to find But now its just you with a body to find The scars and the blood make me hard to define Liquor in the cut, it don't cause me to whine I watch it drip as it numbs the inside Lock up the door, I'll stay out of your sight I've always been sure but tonight is the night I've always been torn but the thoughts I ignore Are all starting to pour from the tip of the knife They wondering why, calling they friends They beating the door begging to get in All of my life I have known how I'm going I swear that I told them that this is the end I would say sorry and swear that I mean it When you started reading you'd probably believe it 'Cause although its true that I'd never want to Man, I always had knew I'd be killing you too Blade on my skin Colder than winter, let none of 'em in Found my way out, don't know where I begin Keep pushing it in 'till I'm at my end, yeah I don't wanna die like this If theres something that I know This is the end, when you find me again Man, I swear this how I go I've known since a kid, middle school days When we met I would go home and dance with the blade And if anyone say that it needed to change I would add some more on my arm and a page I was having some dreams where I'm ending it all But my family in need, so I'd slow to a crawl The more I grow older, the more that I stall And the more that it hurts knowing I'm gonna fall

All this stress got my face cracked lines breakin out Less I betray when my mind go south Always stuck in a haze, how my life turned out When I find doubt, can't turn it down I see vivid pictures, poking like a splinter Skin feels winter, I wonder, will it wither? I wanna be the winner, but I better feel begginer A battlefield emerges when my brain be feelin bitter But I can't complain, never feel I'm sane, but always act the same Made rap my flame- purposely I blew it out I been sitting in my bouts, I don't know what its about This naivety I build up, I belive in and I touts not decievin me. Believe to be alright until I shout They just screenin' me. I'm vicious 'till I bleed out of my mouth, and they seem to be malicious, I just never weed em out My winter skin so cold I made a coffin out of it, I see my breath This winter, makes skin so froze I've tried get up out if it, I'm freezing to death Catching my breath, squeeze in my chest Head hurts worse than the touch of my flesh Winter skin cold when I live obsessed What comes next? just upset I been burned by the cold and the errors of my soul While the words got me froze, put my mouth onto the pole There's a squeeze in my chest Words hurt worse when they things in my head, they just things in my head I'm meticulous with thinking, every feeling lost its meaning I'm so sick of seeing ceilings, but I don't want you to see me in this state. Get away, 'fore the snow fallin' down and when it covers the ground, I got the icicle crown My winter skin so cold I made a coffin out of it, I see my breath This winter, makes skin so froze I've tried get up out if it, I'm freezing to death Catching my breath, squeeze in my chest Head hurts worse than the touch of my flesh Winter skin cold when I live obsessed What comes next? just upset