[Hook]
I live in a constant state of fear and misery
Do you miss me anymore?
And I don't even notice
When it hurts anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

[Verse 1]
In these past few months shits been hittin' the fan
I gotta chose between my girl, or my dogs and my fam
and I don't really wanna move, but theres nothin' I can do
when no one understands. I'm alone and confused
and I ain't even got a second to do some second guessin'
or count a couple blessins, or focus on my lessons
I'm under a lotta stress 'n' I'm regrettin' my profession
What I really need is a moment of reflection
I've been too drained to even write a couple bars
While everyones' together im alone on mars
I guess I need to open up about these past few months
I fuckin' hate growin up and bein stuck in this rut
But as much as life sucks and it pushes me down,
sometimes I think I'm better off being thrown around
'cause all these shitty moments are just things that lift me
I've been gone for a while and I wonder if you missed me

[Hook]
I live in a constant state of fear and misery
Do you miss me anymore?
And I don't even notice
When it hurts anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

[Verse 2]
I'm only positive cause I'm used to the pain
and I'm not tryna be edgy man, abuse is a game
See, me and my feelings are just one in the same,
so when im feelin' real shitty it gets worn on my face
I've been so unenthusiastic and my feelins been so drastic
that, one day I'm cryin', and the next day im laughin'
And recently I'm feelin' like I'm burdaning others
Got me hating myself for some reson or another
Like I'm leaving my brother, along with my mom
and I been stressing to myself 'cause I cant write a new song
So when everyone is gone and I'm here all alone
I wonder if my new house will feel like home
But- when I'm done thinkin' and I let shit get me
I remember, shitty moments are just things that lift me
and I can roll with punches from the things that hit me
I've been gone for a while, and I really hope you missed me

[Hook]
I live in a constant state of fear and misery
Do you miss me anymore?
And I don't even notice
When it hurts anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore