(Graffik)
And I don't know why times so cold
I'm stepping the same way I been since 9 or 6, but
I ain't bring the packing in,
said I ain't tryna fill up with a time restriction
I really running with this shit but,
I ain't worried bout none of you kids and
I don't know why times so cold,
my life had blown when I set stone
I ain't been none of myself huh? you ain't meant a sentence
You ain't fooling with this side now, you been a bad example
You tell me bout one more thing, I'mma put a gun to my temple
Pilling up, doing nice, don't know what's around me
I wonder if I found my temper
With my hands up, mobbing with a sack of the OG
I ain't got no time for this shit, should I be Shaq with a Kobe?
Decide the goals, my mind explodes
I'm fine when known, I'm lying, I'm broke
The sky, look, the sky is gold
I might check by, when I might check by, and I
Shit
Get in my black van, I was different back then
...

(Inhansed)
She just wanna drink, but I won't let her do it
She just wanna talk when I'm lost in the music
She just gonna leave when I speak and I think
any chance that I had I might've just blew it
She don't get my process
I'm just running from this nonsense
And I'm layin' on the floor, with the homies in the crib,
watching every cloud rise when they each take a hit
And they wonder, why I won't smoke again
They all wonder, when I'm gonna joke again
I been torn up for four months
I'm trapped now lookin' for an openin' in this shit
Feeling pains way better than feelin' like this
Never explain, they just cant get the gist
Goin' insane cause I hate feelin' like this

Fuck..

Back then it was different,
no pieces that were missing
Just mobbin' with the homies in the whip, while we rolling,
and unfolding any problem that I had...
Lyrics came to me, happiness drew me
Wishing I could have that back
But I can't, its been gone,
it all left and its been too long...

Fuck what they say, and fuck what I think
Fuck any fame and the snakes that it bring
I don't got time for the phone when it ring,
'cause I wanna be alone, I don't wanna hear a thing
I been secluded, I've been down
this path before, its getting real now
Time goes on as I stare down
this long drop without a ground
But fuck it, I'mma fuckin' take this quick
My life ain't shit if I evade these risks
And if I do slip, I'mma own that bitch
I'll fuckin' pen it with lyrics and I ain't planning to quit
2017 I been lost in myself
I been caught in this hell. Felt dropped but I fell
I never feel well when I look at this pen,
I wish I was back, back to back then...