Fighting this shit got me frightened and shit
Just one drink in, I don't like it I quit
Let the light head hit like some life end shit
'Bout five drinks in and I'm losing my grip
Who sliding through next?
They be sending out a text
I just wanna be alone
I ain't even getting vexed
Way too busy being stressed
And I'm feeling like I'm gone
Can't feel, I don't know whats real
Mind ain't clear feeling like a mine field
People keep on pushing so I think I might kneel
Will you promise me the power that I need to fight still?
I'm drowning scream for someone to save me
I doubt it, suffocate me I cant breathe
Sink down in my mind, wavy in day dreams
No challenge, I'm about it, hook me up, I have to have it
Lost in my head while they all gettin' blunted
"Take a bit of this fuckin' promise that you'll love it
There's your therapist you been fiending you been wanting"
You been seekin' now you sinkin' now ya brain start to plummet
In a haze, in a blunder, then I start to wonder
If it's worth it, is it workin? Takin' days to recover
And I'm certain that it's hurtin', feelin' caged for another
Painfully stutter, only breaking me further
Always gettin' plastered and they promise that it's magic
I'm just fuckin' nervous, I don't wanna form a habit
Got me feelin' worthless, I'm descent from an addict
And I'm sensing all this shit isn't worth it when they pack it
I don't wanna be bringing you down
But all I ever see, people tellin' me how
It's normal for me, while your head ring loud
To get it figured out, you gotta drown right now

Drown